Transient

Transient

Life is more chaotic than usual. I've just moved in to a dorm a couple of days ago. It's just a bus ride from where I work but it's okay than battling my daily two hour commute. Social life has slowed down considerably because I always have to catch the last LRT but with dorming, I'd be able to hang out with my officemates and friends more without worrying about the commute.

Boa and I gets to spend a whole lot of time now since he lives somewhere close.

I'm currently PMS-ing right now and all I want to do is sleep. I'm one cranky b!tch, just for today.

Time Out

Time Out

Sometimes a time out is all it needs.

You just have to stand in your own little corner, take a deep breath, count up to a hundred. Most people will regret everything that they say out of anger. Better to steer clear of any negative emotions before attempting to resolve anything. It's better than screaming at the top of your lungs, trying to get your point across or start sniping at each other with hurtful and unjust remarks.

Really. Sometimes a time out is all it needs.

I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it it's clear

My world crumbles when you are not near

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For the first 30 minutes...I was in a state of death-like calm. Now it's starting to sink in. The pit of my stomach is getting heavier by the second and I'm slowly realizing the ramification of what had happened.

There's no resolution yet.

Mahirap mag-plano ng wedding. Period.

Mahirap mag-plano ng wedding. Period.

Goofball

Goofball

We look good and black white, eh?

My boyfriend looks like a girlfriend..=)

Two Years Ago...

Two Years Ago...

this was life.

(more pics to be uploaded soon)

Back on Track

Back on Track

Now that things have settled down a bit...the Wedding Plan is back on!

We did hit a rough patch sometime last week..partly because of some resentment that wasn't properly addressed in the past, coupled with my separation anxiety from Boa but all it needed was a good talk so yeah, everything is back to being being peachy keen.

I already accepted the fact that our wedding would not be held at Fernwood Gardens as i hoped it would be due to cost issues but, I think (and I'm tightly crossing my fingers) we have found a rather good but easier on the budget alternative.

I found some good designs for the gowns of my bridesmaid. They are ready to wear and cheaper than having them rented.

We did some modifications on the entourage as well. I wanted to get half from my side and and the other half on Boa's to be fair and square.

I really had a headache when I was doing the guest list. I think my relatives alone makes up about 75% of the guest list. My mother has a large family and assuming that all of them would attend, on my side alone, it adds up to 97 people. Sheesh. Seating them is another issue but I don't wan to deal with that. Not just yet. We're more focused on canvassing right now and the venue is our major concern.

So far, that is what we have accomplished.

Be back soon.