Lumayo ka na sa akin 'Wag mo kong kausapin Parang awa mo na 'Wag kang magpapaakit sakin Ayoko lang masaktan ka Malakas ako mambobola
Hindi ako santo
Pero para sayo Ako'y magbabago Kahit mahirap Kakayanin ko Dahil para sayo Handa akong magpakatino Laging isipin Lahat ay gagawin Basta para sayo
Hindi ikaw ung tipong niloloko At hindi naman ako yung tipong nagseseryoso At kahit sulit sana sa'yo ang kasalanan Lolokohin lang kita
Kaya kung pwede wag nalang
Dahil ayoko nang masaktan ka 'Wag kang maniniwala Hindi ako santo Pero para sayo Ako'y magbabago Kahit mahirap Kakayanin ko Dahil para sayo Handa akong magpakatino Laging isipin Lahat ay gagawin Basta para sayo
Bakit nakikinig ka pa? Matatapos na ang kanta Pinapatakas na kita mula nung una stanza Hindi ka ba natatakot? Baka ikaw ay masangkot sa mga kasalanan ko
I think my roommate and I have already found a perfect place. It's this studio-type condo at Citiland 8 along Buendia. The rent is a little steep but it is fully furnished so that's one less thing to worry about. Will still spend Christmas here at mi casa de familia, but I'm moving outta here as soon as the year's over.
I just don't know how feeling a tad guilty fits in here, but for some reason, it feels like I'm throwing away the support system that is my mother. Of course, she's still her 'you'll-never-gonna-make-it-without-us' standard spiel but after offering some stuff from our house to set up in my new place, the condescending barbs belies the fact that she will still miss me (and I, her).
Thinking about it, growing up in a household full of boys, its inevitable that my mother and I will always stick up for each other sans the Electra-complex, so I feel really bad about leaving her behind with only a moody teenager (a cousin), and two stinky boys (my two brothers) to live with.
But yeah, life moves on, and as my second brother said before he got married 8 years ago, you'll know when it's time to go.
And I guess, for me, this is the time.
I'm just gonna miss my mom's cooking especially her mean pork giniling and For-New-Year's-Only Lasagna.
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Work is okay. That's all I'm ever gonna say about it.
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I miss my friends, and I hope we all get together soon and do something about or long-pending website.
Same goes for my former officemates.
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I hate rejecting cool music assignments but I'm glad my editor still loves me enough to give me assigments that won't conflict with my work schedule.
And yeah, I miss covering events with JayDj. O sige na nga, pati si Jhamie.
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I guess that's it...I hope everybody will have a happy Holidays!